August 2009
“Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never...”
– (via mushd)
July 2009
tribal work.
amazing. haha, rehearsal. is the only place that takes me away from my problems. it’s where i have the most fun. it’s where i can goof around, be stupid & just dance & spin. hm, this year’s show is definitely going to be a blast. it’s gonna be BEYOND a blast. i can sense it. haha. i hate obama. i hate this recession. freaking cancelled overnighters, shit.
anyways....
oh, i'm patient.
my horoscope for today saays:
“You could meet someone who is fascinating today. It is not quite the right time to act on those feelings yet though. Have patience.”
how freaking funny.
kay, bye.
sheesh. boyys.
- “.. But it’s okay, because the most important thing i’ve ever wanted is mine now.”
- “Don’t be confused anymore, okay? Give me the chance to prove that I wont do the same as him. I REALLY LIKE YOU. a LOT. trust me!”
- “First I have to tell my mom about you. That you’re my Juliet & that you’re better than any of the past girls in...
kristian jerel basilio deguzman
“Don’t cry. Stay stroooong. For meee.”
His last text :[ And yes, I saved this onee:
“I miss the way you hit me. Although it always hurt. Bad. I still looove you, unconditionally. How you’d always tell me what to do. And I’d usually do it, because I loove you. How you act like you don’t care, when you really dooo. And especially the way you’d say...
it neveer gets old.
You tell me you’re in love with me That you can’t take your pretty eyes away from me It’s not that I don’t want to stay But everytime you come too close I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say Cuz it sounds so good But if you really want me, move it slow There’s things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I’m...
ohmy.
“Fuck the flaws, we can’t live without them. If you like him, & he likes you, really, what do you have to lose? We can’t always be too careful with every person that comes along our way. Sometimes you just gotta take the risk if you get that second thought gut feeling. Sometimes not. In _____’s case, you were pretty much unprepared because he led you on to thinking that...
dragon taaales!
[13:30] MaRkiLLaCroSsova: i wish i wish to fly with the dragons in the land of [13:30] MaRkiLLaCroSsova: hmmm i forgot [13:30] MaRkiLLaCroSsova: ahaha or sumshittt [13:30] ohmann giezel: NOO! hahaha. [13:30] MaRkiLLaCroSsova: hah then wat is it [13:31] ohmann giezel: i wish, i wish. with all my heart. to fly with dragons in a land apart ! haha [13:31] MaRkiLLaCroSsova: Hahhaaah [13:31]...
today did noot go as planned.
so plan was, we leave at 10. we didnt leave until 4. fucking gay. we were SUPPOSED to go to delano. but it was already like, freaking 5. so i wanted to go straight to lindsay so we can watch the showdown! BUUUT- we ended up going to delano & just staying the whole day theree.
WANNA KNOW HOW I ALMOST DIED? so we’re driving. I MEAN, RUBEN’S DRIVING. we take the back road, which i...
WOOT (:
going to delano. chillin’ with maaark ! watching sick step, philippine all stars & quuuuest at 6. oh + ryan & angelo :D
hm, it’s gonna be HOT. shoot & i wanted to wear jeans! waiting for kuya deo to pick me up. so i’m gonna go get ready.
angelene, i’ll just text you !
KAY, BYE (;
27. Teach me slang.. ROFL!
26. Eat halo-halo together at PW today!
25. Tour the Philippines. The WHOLE Philippines.
Delicate Delegate (:
WTF! POR QUE? [ why ] haha.
oh, that reminds me.. today, er- yesterday at jasmine’s house, we were rolling lumpia, annd. making posters. so mikayla made this poster that said, ‘free car wash’ & ‘lumpia’ somewhere on the poster. no, it said, “LUMPIA!” haha & she goes, ‘hey, maria. in filipino… do you put an upside down exclamation point...
Asian #1. haha!
WTHELL! sergio HATES being in mexico! hm, he better bring me back some of that candy he threw at me last time XD rofl, remember that? hahaha.
HM. UN PROBLEMO! [one problem] remember how you were guard last year? hm, yeah. & remember how we had problems with band camp & orientation colliding…? yeahh…. haha. jas & i. idk how that’s gonna work. but there’s a...
For: Angelene.
UMMM, YEAH! what happened to “LET’S DO CAR WASHES BY KMART OVER SUMMER”? rofl, oh & what about this one, “YEAH! WE CAN HAVE LEMONADE STANDS & SNOW CONES!” or something like that. haha. foreal, though. we’ve got less than 4 weeks to freaking fundraise shiiit. this is all beighly’s fault. she’s president for a reason! xD just kidding. but...
ANGELENE.
ohhh, wtf! how gaaaay! hm, dont worry. if we can’t get to them, we’ll bring them here. remember our plan for graduation? we WILL make that happen. no tries. just… do’s.. hahaha! idk, but foreal. this year, we’re striving for:
01. An AMAAZING prom. 02. An EXTRAVEGANT class gift. 03. & An UNFORGETTABLE graduation.
2011 sounds retarded, but we WILL be remembered (:...
HUNNYKINS!
whaaat ! no waaay… why didnt you go ??
HAHAHA! SHUTUP XD that’s something i would do, shooot. you know it XD hm. that sounds like a good idea.. haha, you know it’ll take 937412734126 takes to get the picture perfect though lol
ANGEWEENIE x]
aww, how luuucky ! i’m assuming you went to FAP x]
haha, you should’ve ! haha. hm, wear it, & wash it.. then trace it with a sharpie rofl.
“Cause I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to...”
– Francesca Battistelli ; Free To Be Me
sometimes, when we text, i leave my phone on...
(via chelseadianne)
24. Homecoming! February2k10? Maybe (:
23. Wear purple with Mark to Santa Cruzan next...
well, goodbye, definition.
HAHAHA!
so my two best friends & i. walked around wal-mart all night. carrying alarm clocks. ryan with a blue one, jas with a purple one, & me with a green one.
Me: & we’re STILL carrying these around.. WTF! haha, can we just put them down already? XD Jas: no, we can’t. they DEFINE us. Me: wthell. ohyeah, they totally do. Jas: yeah, look at my clock. it’s yelling,...
“Pain is inevitable. It’s a part of life. Is this person the one that will...”
– KUYA BRIAN! (:
hm.
2shiiifts, i earned $31.81! (: NEARLY $55 deducted from my guard fee. WOOOT.
kay, bye. going to foster’s! (:
daaamn, yo!
TODAY’S EARNINGS!! Car waaaash- $340. Lumpia sales- $159.19
hm, & the car wash was FREE! we earned sooo much from donations alone. from donations ONLY! most people were generous. freaking $25 for lumpia AND a car wash! shoooot. then again, there are people who AREN’T so generous of their blessings. like this one lady. who had a freaking suv. made us wash it. got out. INSPECTED IT,...
Things that make me happy :D
1. Beaches. 2. Friends & family. 3. Inside jokes! 4. Boys that can dance. 5. Boys that can sing<3 6. New clothes. 7. INTERNET. 8. Iced tea! 9. Camping trips. 10. Vacations. 11. Road trips. 12. School. 13. GUYS THAT KNOW HOW TO KEEP A CONVERSATION GOING. 14. Hangouts. 15. Reunions. 16. Bathroom mirrors. 17. Late night phone calls. 18. Early morning phone callls. 19. Laptops. 20. Cable. 21....
ohmygulaaay.
“that’s vegetable, right… ?”
hahaha. funny, funny. hm, sleepover at jasmine’s! car wash tmrw! FREE! + lumpia (: annnnd, whatever else we have. cold drinks, snacks. stuff like that.
@BEST BUY! [ old food king ] kay, bye.
“Don’t ever make someone your priority when they only make you an option.”
– MARK!
6969.) I think a part of me will never be over...
(via blogsecret)
i feel..
.. like you forgot all about me. it’s funny because the people you talk to now are the people you didnt even know EXISTED. i’ve blogged about this once, already, but i feel the need to blog it out every time i see you talking to them. it makes me feel a sense of insecurity. like you’re a stranger to me. no, like i’m a stranger to YOU. i think you’re ignoring me on...
see what you did?
i haaaaate you. worrying about you so much made me miss my show. I KNEW I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO SOMETHING TONIGHT!! >:l
gah. you’re the biggest JERK!
